Anonymous
I am so heartbroken by what has been allowed to happen in my life. I am traumatized and suffering from severe stress. I feel I am having a nevrous breakdown. I feel frozen. All my hope is gone. I worked so hard to have a life and testimony and to make a difference in this world for God but disability and then poverty along with attacks have ruined my life. I have followed God my whole life and made sure to be a good steward of my life, going to college to get my degree but a genetic disorder and accidents have greatly disabled my body. I am so sad that this is where I am at in life. I don't have a community. I am worried for my future and what that will look like when I have no spouse and no companionship. It makes me cry. I can't even open a jar of pickles. I worked hard at my physical therapy for five years. People see me and my disability, my life circumstances and try to victimize me. I am overwhelmed by all of this. My prayer is that God will turn it all around for me.