Anonymous
Hi. I’ve been posting on here recently and the Lord has done so much in my life through this prayer wall. Thank you so much for praying for me and providing a safe place for me to post. The Lord is answering prayers left and right.
I stepped down from leadership this week. Due to my church not supporting a prayer ministry not to my lack of trying. They also haven’t supported Israel much either. It was time to go. I have Jewish ancestry and believe in Jesus and need to be at a church that supports that.
I felt something dark over this church and a spiritual war whenever I was on campus or at the church offices. I asked the Lord to show me what was going on there. He didn’t let me see till I was out of the way and stepped down.
He led me to the passages in scripture in 2 Kings. I believe there’s a Jezebel spirit over my church and something else demonic that’s plaguing the leadership and congregation. I was fortunate enough to remember my old Pastor teaching about this and I watched his sermon yesterday online. This Jezebel spirit is what I’ve been dealing with in two leaders who were mentors in my life. I’ve also dealt with it in my family. I was convicted of so many things through this sermon and have been in such a state of repentance for so many things and that I’ve allowed this behavior and to be bullied in my life. Over and over again.
I’ve been fasting since yesterday. I think I’m going to continue to fast until tomorrow evening. I am a prayer warrior and I believe a watchman in prayer. The Lord is training me to watch, fast, and pray. There’s an anointing and gift of prayer.
Folks, this Jezebel spirit has tried to kill me, not once, but I think this is the third time. I felt things in the spirit break yesterday, when my former Pastor prayed. But every time, I go away with the Lord, I lose my mind and end up in the hospital. The enemy was manipulating it. I didn’t understand at the time the Lord was trying to teach me about fasting and prayer and worship. I’ve been lured into the wilderness, literally almost dying. This spirit has attacked my mind. I’ve previously had mental health issues and I got seriously delivered from past trauma that was a stronghold in my life three weeks ago. I’m happy to say I’m off all my psychiatric medication and doing so very well.
So, please pray as the Lord leads. I’m doing a staycation in town today through Sunday. I’m presently at a chapel praying at a prayer garden. Going to visit a different church tomorrow. Please pray for divine appointments there. I’m praying this fast and standing in prayer, standing on the scriptures, and worship that it will put an end to this spirit coming after me once and for all. Please pray for wisdom for me on how to deal with my current friends who are leaders and courage to obey God in what He’s asking me to do. Please pray that the Lord would water the anchor in scripture I have and walk in the truth and by His spirit and not the lies that have been spoken over me. This is literally my wilderness moment with Jesus in the desert, please pray I’d have victory over the evil one this time and truly step into the calling God has for me. I’m hoping and praying for more deliverance. Thank you so much!