Prayer Wall

Deborah Szabo

My 39 year old daughter Jade has decided to leave her family, husband Luke of nearly 18 years, 16 year old son, Maddox, and 13 year old daughter, Summer. She claims that she prayed for 2 years for God to restore her in-love-ness with her husband and has not been answered so she has left the family home. My prayer is that God will answer that prayer and bring her back to Himself. The children aren't happy, husband isn't happy. He is renewing his faith in the Lord and we have good relationship with him. This has been my greatest heart burden in a long time and I have shed many many tears. I guess it's like I'm mourning the loss of my daughter.

Received: April 30, 2024

Sharon

I pray for peace for Israel. I pray for the hostages and their families. God's perfect will be done.

Received: April 30, 2024

Mary

Please pray for my brother's company! It is a company that has been in business for over 30 years. We are Christians and love Jesus. I work for my brother and because our industry is so competitive it is just hard. Please pray that we can get our business sold or merged with another wonderful company. My brother needs some peace it has take up his too much of his life of stress! Thank you so much and truly apprciate your prayers so much!!

Received: April 30, 2024

Susan

Pleased to continue to pray for this 25-year-old that was stabbed by a Hamas terrorist in southern Israel. Ben actually visited the US last year and we met him. Thank you for your prayers

Update on Ben's condition He opens his eyes, he has a device in his throat for breathing, so he cannot speak. He reacts to the environment, and the left side of his body is working, the right side is still not functioning. It will take time to recover. If he can talk they don't know yet because of the device.

Received: April 30, 2024

Mike

The good Shepard threw me into a den of wolves in sheep's clothing when I was a lamb, let them rip at me, and despite my cries, still hasn't come back for me. In other words, the good lord decided to put me as a baby into a family of narcissists. These people are without conscience, remorse, empathy, vicious. And, my own parents, who's womb and seed I came from destroyed everything good in my life, on purpose. Most parents want to uplift, they brought me down. Most parents want you to excel, them stifled me, most parents want you to end well, they gave away millions and left me without to struggle. An empty shell with no confidence, no ability to make friends, no wife, no money, nothing. I am 59 years old, sick health where I can barely get through a shift daily, working a min wage job, barely getting by, no savings, never able to retire, paycheck to paycheck, stagnation, loneliness, hopelessness. Life is a grind and misery. I've posted a prayer request online before to ask to be avenged. Jesus himself taught us how to pray giving the example of the widow who was being mistreated and kept going to a corrupt judge who neither cared for right or wrong or justice. But because she kept bugging him, he eventually gave in. When I posted my prayer to be avenged of my narcissist family and how they left me destitute and don't care I got response from people who are blessed enough not to know what a narcissist truly is and how evil they can be. They would respond with "I'll pray for them and they you find it in your heart to forgive". They don't understand that these people are unconvictible by the holy spirit. They don't repent, they are never wrong, and see forgiveness as weak and gullible and another opportunity to take advantage of the forgiver. They are machines in skin. Soul-less. Not sure why God creates them. Or why God let them at me. But praying to be avenged is not unbiblical. David prayed for such a thing. Mind you, getting fairness and justice and exposing them would be good for them in the end. If they died in their sins, and God did nothing but kept blessing their bad behavior and let them get away with it they would go to Hell. So, it's win win for God to avenge me. I ask he exposes them, shames them, vindicates me, and breaks them to make them repent and repay and compensate me for a lifetime of horror. Either way, I pray God helps me get to a happy place despite what he does or doesn't do to them. I'm so sad and after decades of no response or help from God I'm losing faith and hope.

Received: April 30, 2024