This prayer has been answered!
Elaine Ann Taylor
Heavenly Father thank you for giving me a direct line to speak to you and I ask for help to feel what gratitude is, Lord I have been taught to say thank you so I know that is a vocal way but I don't know if I feel it because I don't want to go to church and that is a sin, you know I struggle with socialising and I don't want to struggle with this as I have done for most of my life unless intoxicated or high on substance. You came for me 3 years ago Lord Jesus Christ and I never want you to say that you never knew me because I am so use to rejection I don't want you to reject me and that is very selfish because I rejected you for so so long and here I am pleading you not to reject me,I am fallen but loved by you and I pray in Your blessed Holy Name that the Holy Spirit will guide me to a church that will have brothers and sisters that will guide me and I accept their guidance through the Holy Spirit because I have spent a long time in a dark dark place and I think I am afraid Lord Jesus because I am not good enough or worthy to enter into your Heavenly kingdom. Help me please Lord Jesus