Anonymous
Due to childhood abuse (sexual and physical) I suffered many physical disabilities, my head had been hit to the point that the roof of my mouth caved up causing speech issues. I had learning problems but was tested showing I had a high IQ. In college it was discovered that my eyes do not work together, so that is what caused the learning issue.
The speech issues Sad I was 20 before some of this was discovered. Unfortunately, I married a man who is narcissistic, I was about to leave him in 1985, when I was in a series of electrical fires the company I worked for never reported, so I had no proof and not options for collecting damages. The doctors gave me 6 months to live, as you can see I am still here.
Long story short, I was stuck in a marriage that was emotionally abusive, with no disability and no way to earn an income, I stayed and have paid the price, and so did my children. My husband isolated me from my extended family and they will not have anything to do with me now. My husband still makes fun of my speech issues and other disabilities, he ignores them and seems to care little about them. Now that he is aging out he wants my sympathy, but I am finding it hard to have any.
It is God alone that I must rely on, we live in a broken down house that is making me ill, sorry, this has been long enough, but please pray for God to give me the strength to endure and to find some kind of income that has escaped me for over 50 years. I need a way out, I need an income independent of my husband, and have needed it for over 50 years.