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Anonymous
Been under attack since God led me to a new home over 5 years ago. The enemy is primarily using people in this new community to rob me of joy, a sense of safety, relationships and sense of community, opportunities, and more. My neighbors have been the main source but also strangers and even fellow believers I thought I’d become close friends with that were like family to me. They have hurt, harassed, gossiped and lied, used and abused, sabotaged, discouraged and threw me away or pushed me away, and so much more. My life and home have even been threatened with death and destruction. No one has been held accountable or taken responsibility, no one has tried to make anything right or apologized. It’s been so unusually complicated, frightening, terrifying, and extremely depressing. I’m really struggling with all of this, and have become very isolated, lonely, ostracized, sad, scared, full of anxiety all the time. I’m struggling to get outside my house and just do normal things like go shopping and work in my yard. I’m a really nice, kind, sweet, sensitive, generous, and reasonable woman, I have never had problems like this anywhere else, but this place has treated me like everything I do is wrong no matter how much I try, invest, give, or how good I’ve been to them. I just keep getting the message that I don’t fit in or belong here. I don’t understand why God brought me here, I don’t have a way out and don’t really want to leave yet because I keep hoping things will turn around so I can enjoy living here and have community. But I’ve slowly and painfully given up on finding a church and real friends here. I don’t know who’s trustworthy anymore. Even pastors I’ve tried to talk to about this. I am now so wounded and broken that I’m just not in a good place to try again. It’s been going on for so long that I’m struggling with my faith too. I feel God has abandoned me. I followed Him here and every day since I have been attacked on all fronts with no safe place to turn. I have been pleading with God every single day to help me through all of this. And maybe He has/is, but I’m not seeing it yet. Things just keep getting worse. I don’t know how much more I can take, I have asked probably hundreds of times for prayer over this and am asking again.
