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Kirsten
I need some help with Anger. I don't know why I am so angry but I get so angry from time to time & I don't know why or what the root of this anger is.
I got angry at my sister recently because she was in a dysfunctional abusive marriage for 29 years. I helped her, counseled her through the whole thing constantly, Daily. Her husband, the abuser, died recently & now she is on her own. But she still leans on me constantly, daily for everything. I guess this happens with people who are caretakers, it takes a lot of love & a lot of patience to help other people on a daily basis. But after her husband died, & it was a blessing really that he died, now she was leaning on me even more to be there for her. I just couldn't do it anymore & I lost my temper. I had to step away. I have heard & read that its ok sometimes to step away from toxic people. I got so angry, not just mad but just all this pent up anger. I stepped away & I think its ok. I needed to do this.
Then there is the HOA where we live harassing us because my overzealous Lantana plant is so happy it was growing so well it got too close to their road curb. So I cut the Lantana back. Then we got another letter from the HOA siting us for ? not sure what, my other fern growing so well it looked messy. So I cut that back, pulled every blade of grass.
But this HOA thing made me so angry ~ I get so angry about sisters & HOA's & I don't understand why I have this anger. Maybe I was angry at the HOA because at the same time my gas stove started clicking & I don't know why & I have to figure that out. I just got angry. And I don't mean just a little anger, a lot of anger.
Just asking God to show me the why of this anger. I don't understand why I am so angry but I need to do something about it. Its not as if I will do anything or hurt anyone, except myself. Just angry & I need to know why & what to do about it.
